The "vanilla" world seems to look down on the lifestyle, but even within the D/s world itself, a male sub is often times thought of as strange or abnormal. Who wrote the rule that males are supposed to be Dom? Or females sub? And why is it ok for a female to be Domme, while a male sub is looked down on?
There has been so much written about the physical aspect of D/s, although the majority is about male Dom/female sub, but most people fail to think of the mental. The spiritual side of submission. I fought my submissive feelings for years, trying to be normal, to be one of the "guys", with less than acceptable results. It was not until the day that I admitted to myself my true feelings that I started liking myself. It did not make me less of a man, but if anything, it made me a better one.
To completely, totally, give myself to another took more strength, more nerve, and more thought, than anything I have ever done. My desire now is not outward appearances, not the "norm", but rather the happiness and well being of my Mistress. To serve Her makes me happy. To please Her pleases me. To live for Her is my life.
When I gave my heart to Mistress, She got all of me, the physical, the spiritual, the mental,,,,no questions,,,,no fears,,,,no doubts.
Submission does not make me less, but more.
Submission did not cage me up, but set me free.
Yes, some may think I am abnormal, or weak, or an idiot, but Mistress and I both know this is not the case. It is just that She is the most important thing in this, or any, world to me, and serving Her makes me whole.
OthersPet
05-03-2000
Collared in real
04-30-2000